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Wonderfully-Scary

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  • Jan 14
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  • Deviant for 12 years
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My Bio
Sex: ???
Gender: Female
Orientation: It's complicated. (My orientation is just as complicated as my sex.)
Hobbies: Writing, taking pictures, listening to music, writing, playing video games such as Elder Scrolls and Final Fantasy, studying, writing, etc.
Going to school for: Business Administration (though thinking about switching back to Psychology seeing as how it was a lot more interesting than business is).
Favorite Band: I don't have one.
Favorite Artist: I would hate to pick just one with there being so many talented ones out there, but I tend to appreciate the non-abstract.

Favourite Movies
Fearless, Walk to Remember, The Notebook, Underworld
Favourite TV Shows
NCIS, NCIS L.A., House, The Big Bang Theory
Favourite Writers
Diana Gabaldon
Favourite Games
Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion, Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim, Final Fantasy 8, Assassin's Creed I & II, Fable II & III, Borderlands (Clap-Trap for the win!)
Tools of the Trade
One pad, three pens, two pencils, or sometimes just a digital camera
Other Interests
Good friendships with people who won't be here today and gone tomorrow.

Anxiety Trip

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So... An interesting thing happened today. I started to feel like the world was coming down on me, and then I lost my one and only true lifeline. My iPod mysteriously disappeared. I started to panic because my iPod is the one thing that can bring me some kind of calm. I live off of music. My very soul and spirit drinks music in. Anyway... I frantically searched my house top to bottom just hoping to find it because I really needed it, but I couldn't find it anywhere that I looked. I looked over the house a second time just to make sure that I didn't miss it the first time that I looked and found that I still couldn't find it. I started to seri
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Are you trying to stare into my soul? Do you want to see what I am made of? Would you like to see my spirit? Is that what you are trying to see? I hate to disappoint you. I wish that I didn't have to leave you longing. I would give my all just to let you see what it is that you want to see. I would love to show you the real me, but this is pretty much all that I am. You will never see my spirit because I have none. I lost my soul back when I was but a wee lass. I am nothing but a handsome body... which is nothing like what I want to be. I want to be able to be myself. I want to be able to truly know myself. I want to find that which I once ha
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I know that I should be past this by now. I should be to the place where the pain no longer lingers. I know that I should be over you. I know that you have already moved on. Why am I still stuck on you? Why can I not move on from you? Why am I still in love with the thought of us? Why do I still miss you? I am tormenting myself with the memories of us; of me; of you; of happiness. I continue torturing myself because I find it to be a justifiable means to a cause. I keep beating myself up because I feel there is penance for what I've done to us. I will keep killing myself slowly until I finally find a change, find an end to this turmoil. Why I
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY~~~~~~~~~